November 2011
3 posts
December 2009
2 posts
“You look at me, now, like this and think “This is who they were all along.”
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– http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com
One more tomb
Looking at the desecrated tomb of our-no my memories, I no longer bow my head with respect, silent shame or regret of it’s passing. I now look to the heavens and I feel the light rain on my puffy face – no smiles, no tears. What lies underneath this blank: an empty cave in my heart, filled with trinkets of yesterdays brought in by the mynah who steals from the forgotten crevices of the mind,...
November 2009
6 posts
Listen
#20
The beach. The water. You. Me. The rest of the world; friends or foes. No care. No presence. No difference. Just us in a sea of mixed emotion. Lip on lip, heart on heart. Melding together and drawing apart.
Relapse: Confusion
To have chunks of your memories missing complementing your heart full of holes, doesn’t really help clear up the mess of the inside.
Something about Friday just wasn’t right.
It’s so easy to spiral out of control. I keep scaring myself. D told me to fight it. But what’s there to fight but air and wind.
My mummy just told me, “But you should never date a club boy....
#8
A curious thing about relationships is… As two people with lives intertwined, the relationship never stops changing. And the natural thing to do when faced with change is to hold on tight. But that is precisely what started the death of love. The desperation and loneliness.
Trying wasn’t enough because the faith is gone. Why till the end did I want to try again? Was I still in love?...
#4
There were times I was so sure you’d break my heart. And surely like any boy you did, even if sometimes with no intention and other times just because that was just who you were. But at the end of the day it doesn’t take a genius to find out that I would be a masochistic idiot and break my own heart without your help. You only cracked me carelessly but I took my own heart and broke it.
#3
I love Aglio Olio for more reasons than you would be aware. Because you helped me discover the most delicious prawn aglio olio at coffee club. And also because whenever I crave it, ask for it, you’ll make it for me. You don’t even know how much I love it. You only think I like it for the taste. I like it for that and the memories.